It has been a while since i posted last but alot has been happening. I am FINALLY getting an overlocker, I'm going to save up $600 for an ipad (don't ask why its a long story) and I have my aunty and her kids coming up tomorrow (YAY I'm so happy). But the main thing is school. It has been sooooooooooooooo long this week, it's just like it will keep on going and going and going. The "Mean Girls" (you know like the movie) at school will just keep on doing the same thing; trying to impress the stupid and idiotic boys by wearing skimpy outfits and they just can't keep their skanky mouths shut! OH MY GOD and this guy at school (can't tell you it's a secret) he is just........well yer you get the picture (if your good at puzzles and all that keep reading because you will figure it out sooner or later). But the thing is he doesn't know I'm alive! What should I do I mean I'm sooooooooo lost and people are saying "Get over it, you two will never be together"! And that is what makes me like him even more... There is something about not having something that makes you want it sooooooooooooooooooooooo much more.
Have you ever been so upset with your parents that you just wanted to go and do your own thing? Just by yourself, away from everyone else and to clear your head. I'm going through that RIGHT NOW!!! I don't want to be around anyone. As i said in my last post your parents are ment to back you up with your dreams and choices. But in my life its my fathers way or the highway, so I guess if your on the highway I'll see you there. Anyway I guess I should be happy that.....well.....I can't really think of anything to be happy about!
Have you noticed when your at school all the popular or the people who are liked alot always bully, tease, dumb down and try to make all the unpopular people feel like shit? My dad arrived today and I have to have Tuesday and Thursday off school and that sucks. Oh did I mention I have to leave my current school and go to a stupid private school (sorry to people if i offended you) or Bording school (I picked one in England that costs $25,000 per term(lol)) but I really want to be home schooled. For some reason i like working on my own and my goal is to be home schooled. I will see if I can get a poll for people to pick: Homeschooling, Current school, private school, bording school or its your choice follow your heart. So for now please choose one of the underlined, red choices above and write in in a comment. Thanks!!!
This last week has been very stressful for me! I had NAPLAN for 3 days and then I found out that my father was coming the following Monday. Not to mention my Ipod was stolen from My bag and now the police are getting involved. It hasn't been my week, my dad said to me (it went on for a while so this is basically all of it into 1 thing), " You will be going to that Private school and that's final". Your parents supposed to back you up all the way with your choices in life, are they not? Anyway I cried nearly for 4 nights in a row because he was so mean and was NOT at all supportive. The only good thing that has happened this week is...well.....girls group at school. It's where a group of girls go down to the local youth centre and talk about things and do some fun stuff and just escape the world for 3 periods. Friday was our first 'meeting' and it was awesome we made name-tags and watch our 'leaders' dress up in appropriate and inappropriate clothing, it was like "is this outfit something you would wear to work or to a party?", just stuff like that. Any girls who are into this would find it AWESOME!!!
Once again I am back where I started. Stressed out, upset and angry. I just wish my Friends would be respectful and really cared about how I like my life, but no, I still want out of this hole they call school but yet again, I want to stay and go to uni (university). Anyway I was just thinking about why some girls get their prince and fairy tale ending and some girls end up alone with the troll that lives under a bridge. (If you have any theories please leave a comment)! Anyway I just think of random stuff. Wouldn't it be great it guys just said how they feel about you. I mean it would be so much easier to find someone who cares about you but then again they would also move on faster. Sorry I forgot to post yesterday my computer was messed up from a black out. That's it for today so stay posted and I will be blogging soon!
Today was soooo BORING!!! I had Sewing to day and because i wasn't focused enought i overlocked my pants that im making in half!!! For those of you who don't know what overlocking is get a T-shirt and look on the inside and you should see these funny looking stitches thats overlocking. Anyway I was stressing out because I was ment to write a 500 word essay and a 3-5 minute speech for english class and I STILL have to start!! At recess i was just chilling out with some friends(who will remain namless for privicy reasons). I was feeling a little bit sick after lunch so i went to my next class hoping i'll be better but no. We had to plant trees! I started feeling light headed and went to sickbay ((this is for people who don't know what sickbay is) its a place where you rest if your feeling sick). Anyway you might not really care about that but yer I just felt like adding it. Well there isn't that much to talk about so i guess I will write some more stuff tomorrow!!!